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I’ll Be There For You

Saturday, July 26th, 2008

I'll Be There For You ~ Jon Bon Jovi
“I’ll Be There For You” ~ Jon Bon Jovi

I guess this time you’re really leaving
I heard your suitcase say goodbye
And as my broken heart lies bleeding
You say true love it’s suicide

You say you’re cried a thousand rivers
And now you’re swimming for the shore
You left me drowning in my tears
And you won’t save me anymore

Now I’m praying to God you’ll give me one more chance, girl

I’ll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I’ll be there for you
I’d live and I’d die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can’t say what a love can do
I’ll be there for you

I know you know we’ve had some good times
Now they have their own hiding place
I can promise you tomorrow
But I can’t buy back yesterday

And Baby you know my hands are dirty
But I wanted to be your valentine
I’ll be the water when you get thirsty, baby
When you get drunk, I’ll be the wine

I’ll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I’ll be there for you
I’d live and I’d die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can’t say what a love can do
I’ll be there for you

[Solo]

And I wasn’t there when you were happy
I wasn’t there when you were down
I didn’t mean to miss your birthday, baby
I wish I’d seen you blow those candles out

I’ll be there for you
These five words I swear to you
When you breathe I want to be the air for you
I’ll be there for you
I’d live and I’d die for you
Steal the sun from the sky for you
Words can’t say what a love can do
I’ll be there for you

Man’s maturity

Saturday, December 8th, 2007

So hunger for knowledge, and of course, for new challenges. I’m readily determined to battle all struggle in my road ahead. A couple of remarkable things have been happened in the past months in my age of 25 that I think it’s what I have to take with me to move on.

Several months ago I came across this piece of theory that I have to read it again and again. It’s, as part of information about Japan’s Waseda University, about why it means so much when you reach the age of 25. Japanese scholar and government leader Shigenobu Okuma has the ‘125 years of life’ theory:

“The lifespan of a human being can be as long as 125 years. He will be able to live out his natural lifespan as long as he takes proper care of his health”. The logic behind this is: “Physiologists say that every animal has the ability to live 5 times as long as its growth period. Since a man is said to require about 25 years to become fully mature, it follows that he can live up to 125 years of age.”

Fully mature?
How do I define this? It’s tough, though, to claim oneself a mature man. But this theory seems to imply something that I find it quite amusing. I’ve never questioned myself since when I’ve grown my own maturity to live a sophisticated life. Well, I’m not crying, but I’m craving.

Digital Citizen

Saturday, September 15th, 2007

Being a digital citizen, what does it mean?

I’ve met so many people in the past few years. It’s not that the time I’ve spent online is just for virtual reality. In a way, I think that online activities and communications have shaped the way I do live my life in the reality world.

Last July, I met two people, who visited Cambodia. Akshay, a Mumbai-based photojournalist, who was traveling to several countries and cities in Southeast Asia region, including Siem Reap and Phnom Penh, sent me an email when he was in Siem Reap, enjoying taking photographs of Tonle Sap’s Floating Villages. It happens that Akshay is an acquaintance of UK-based Global Voices Online editor Neha Viswanathan, whom I met in person twice; the first time was in London, and the last in Delhi. We then met on a street near Foreign Correspondents Club, which is not from Sisowath Quay. He’s got with him a camera bag and a digital SLR camera, Nikon D200. There, we’re also accompanied by my Phnom Penh-based friends Phatry, Geoff, and Joseph. Currently in Valencia, Spain, Akshay has posted some more pictures ‘Heart of Darkness‘ he took in Cambodia. His photographs tell a lot about Phnom Penh in the eye of a non-Phnom Penher. I have to say I really enjoy viewing them.

Later that month, Merlyna Lim, an Internet researcher and Assistant Professor from Arizona State University, made her way from Siagon to Siem Reap, and to Phnom Penh. Merlyna is originally from Indonesia. On her first evening in the Cambodian capital city, after arriving from Siem Reap by flight, we had dinner at a local restaurant for Khmer food. This time Phatry and Virak joined us; Mean Lux couldn’t make it as he was too busy with his overloaded works. We had a lot to talk. Since she’s an academic researcher, I’m not quite surprised that she’s got lots of questions relevant to what’s been happening here in Cambodia. It’s fortunate to meet people who has been in the academic world like her, probably because I want to get back to school.

Geek Dinner
from left: ThaRum, Phatry, Merlyna, and Virak. timely taken by Merlyna

In late August, Beth Kanter, a non-profit technology consultant, flew from Boston to Phnom Penh to be a guest-speaker at conference at Pannasastra University. She specializes in how to use new web tools to support nonprofit goals. We first met at Heathrow Airport in in December 2005.
Beth Kanter
A late afternoon at Foreign Correspondents Club, talking over coffee

We crossed our path as our world is not wide as the Web. David Sasaki paid his first visit to Cambodia just a day after Beth arrived. I met David in London that same year as I met Beth; then again, in Delhi. The question is where’s next? In Africa or Eastern Europe?
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David Sasaki using Wi-Fi at Pannasastra University’s conference hall

Preetam is an travel lover. He’s been to many countries in Southeast Asia, enjoyed food, and learned cultures. He talks a lot about almost everything. After my trip Delhi in 2006, I stayed at his apartment room in Singapore, where he lives and works as a trainer of teacher. He teaches people to use new digital technologies. Meeting him in Phnom Penh reminded me the time he and his girlfriend accompanied me and Boris to taste to Burmese food.
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Preetam Rai talking with KhmerOS founder Javier Sola

I was a bit surprised reading an email from Emily, who met Preetam in Taiwan at a Wikimania conference. Through Preetam’s invitation, Emily visited Phnom Penh the Cambodian capital.
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Emily Wu